many things have happened over the past week. don't know if i should sigh or be happy. okay i should sigh cos there's nothing for me to be happy about. lol. failing my driving test feels quite long ago already even though it's just last week. i've already almost completely forgotten about it. thanks all for the console and encouragement! :) i will not and cannot give up. fail then just take again lo. lol. anyway, i just burnt a very big hole in my pocket this past weekend. i paid for the total cost of my retainers which is like $1.8K plus. my parents don't even wanna bother about me. ohwell hmpf nvm. but the retainers are seriously very irritating. i can't speak properly for nuts. i alr cannot speak properly in the first place, but now with this thing on, it makes me sound like an idiot whenever im talking. like wanna say something but can't say properly cos my tongue's like being restricted from coming out. lol. and i have extra job to do before and after eating -_- so irritating lo. and i still have to wear them 24/7 somemore. i specially took them out today for the interview. but i still screwed it up. it's totally unexpected la. i was expecting a two to one interview and even prepared for the questions but what i went for is actually a totally different interview altogether. and they even invited accessors from a certain company to access our performance! i just screwed it up lah. wasted my time going. and what i'm most angry about is the fact that i had to take a freaking cab to the hospital cos i had to rush back in time and there just had to be a jam on the PIE -_- in the end the driver had to go by a different route which is obviously longer and more costly. guess how much is the cab fare again. zzz. and on my way back to the hospital, i got information that all staff are required to wear masks during work. it's damn stuffy and hard to breathe i tell you. and it makes our voice so unclear and muffled. like mine's not muffled enough already. i had to raise my voice to the patients so that they could hear us properly. lol but frankly speaking i think we all look quite funny. nvm like that it'll be harder for them to remember our faces in case we do anything wrong! HAHA XD okay i'm looking forward to tomorrow. XMENNN! haha. yay! but don't put me in A or B pls.. i already died enough today. haha.